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Saturday, December 26, 2009 ♥♥

26/12/09, first quarrel we had.
I'm pretty sure it's my fault.
I'm not being truthful.
I made her teared.
How could I.
Sigh.
My heart, it's struck by something,
something worse than poison.
It affect my whole body,
trembling, making them..
feel so despondent.

Her dao, her facebook, her msn pm.
Strucked me hard. Very.
I really couldn't endure..
I couldn't tolerate..
Our love is not gonna end.
Our love is about forever.
Forever.. Yes.

At the very end, I'm so glad
we made it back.
I really felt we grew closer,
stronger than ever.
Our love still ever growing.
Baby, your tears are clear proof
of how deep your love for me.

I wouldn't want you to tear.
No, I don't want you to.
I wanted to see your smile instead.
That smile of yours,
capable to make my mouth smile widely,
even though I couldn't.
Yes it did. Very miraculously.
She's my truely one and only love.
Michelle, there's no one I can love more than you. <3

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#100 post le. (:

26/12/09

Woke up at 10am,
was late for badminton in school,
which is 9am with Irwin and JQ all.

Reached there and my Nanospeed racket's
string snapped. So suay? -.-
I think I dropped it on the floor then snapped.
I realised it when Dennis took. LOL
Horhor ! Dennis pay me !!

Seniors there !
Choonguan, Jason, Raymond, XiangJun,
Wilson and 2 other =x
Jason's birthday , so I wished him
"Happy Birthday" on his way out to watercooler.

Played badminton, and sms her when she reply.
Finish badminton at about 1am.
Clean up the hall, I so lazy to pick up the feathers,
so the Smart Me went to take mop
and mop around the courts for feathers =.=
The floor is REALLY dirty k =.=

Left the school and went to JP for lunch.
Decided to eat at JP,
but all forgot there wasn't StudentMeal
on Saturday and Sunday..
No money so all ran out LOL.
Went Banquet in the end,
had our lunch, then splited paths.
Siewfong,Peishi and Xinmin went SAFRA?
I'm not sure =x
Irwin, Fadhli and I went to my house,
then walked to JurongWestStadium.

Gym-ed and workouted biceps.
Sorry dear, even though I knew you don't like.
Irwin has some problem with his leg.
Frequent cramps. Something wrong =.=
Hope he gets well soon yeah.

Finish gym, walked to 815 with Fadhli
and bought takeaway food.
Reach home, eat and chatted on msn !
Alright my day ~ Yep, this is it.

Post ended 11.15PM

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Hello everybody! (: I'm Michelle, blogging on baby's blog.

Trying this out while my baby's staring at me.

I'm feeling so fortunate to have him with me.

Feeling so every moment.

Feeling so loved and blessed.

I'm very thankful for having him enter my life.

Us walking hand in hand into another phase of life - relationship.

Baby, I love you.

Ever since it started,

23/11/09,

everything suddenly felt so real.

All the dear-s in the past all seemed to come true.

I kept waiting and waiting and finally the question.

I thought he didnt ask because he didn't want commitment.

Was pretty disappointed til baby popped the question.

Ignoring the right moment.

Anytime was the right moment.

As long as the person asking was you, baby,

and the person you were asking was me.

'Will you be my girlfriend?'

Yes baby, I would. 231109 0040 <3

Finally, I met dear on webcam.

29/11/09

He was pretty shy, pretty dreadful of showing me.

I was guessing the 'first impression' kinda phobia.

But I re-assured him, and he did show.

And I thought he was damn cute <3

I was really afraid too, but I picked up the courage and did something I thought he would like.

Point to myself, shape my hands into a heartshape, then point back at him.

It was so heartwarming to see him smile.

Made me feel it was all worth it.

Everything was worth it, as long as it was for him.

As long as I could see his smile,

Baby, I would do anything for your smile.

And again, our first proper phone-call.

5/12/09

His voice is low-pitched, and sooooooo attractive.

I remember right after the phone call, I was literally jumping with joy.

"YESSSSSSSSS!" and I messaged him, I said I couldn't sleep at all.

I didn't sleep for one whole hour, though I fell asleep in happiness in the end.

Simply recalling how he said 'I miss you'

The voice was stuck in my head.

Why do I have totally no resistance to him at all?

I didn't want to end the call,

though I kept kup-ping his phone cause of those spies around me.

He didn't mind it at all.

What a perfect guy I have eh?

Smart (top 6 in school!), cute (too cute to be true), sweet (1b on diabetes), loves me (more than anything else)

What else could I look for better in a guy?

He possesses everything I ever wanted.

Baby, you're everything I ever need.

First kiss through air.

It was the first time I saw baby pucker his lips.

Oh my god, I had the adrenaline rush for damn long.

I yearned for him so badly, I wanted him so badly.

I needed him right in front of me there and then.

It was so tempting, I couldn't breathe.

My heart started to ache (though I didn't tell him cause I didn't want him to ache)

It started to ache so badly for him.

I didn't want to sound desperate so I didn't say much.

Then he said he was aching for me.

He needed me so badly.

He needed me in front of him.

Exactly what I was feeling.

Baby, its really fated.

Finally, 30/12/09

It's coming soon.

It's the day I meet baby.

The day when everything finally comes true.

Where I can finally have him in my arms, and be in his.

Have our hands locked tightly in each other.

Our bodies leaning tight against another.

Faces brushing ever so close.

I count down everyday.

its 6 days more.

5 more days in 11 minutes.

Baby, I can't wait <3

And why the colours? Cause baby, you add colour to my life.

Friday, December 25, 2009 ♥♥

Updates updates.

Am I doing a good job
updating my blog? xDD
Hope I am okay? =x

24/12/09

Woke up in the morning,
woke her up so she will not overslept.
My whole blog seems like everything
about her alr. =x
Well, I spent my whole day with her xD
Except 3pm+ I went to eat at GP with Dennis.
Til night at 1am+ :D

at 12am, Starhub network screwed.
Too much spammings I guess.
Unable to receive messages on time,
unable to send messages at the first try.
I bet it'll be even worse when New Year comes.
Slept at 1am+ to prepare for next day morning
to go service.

25/12/09

Merry Christmas ! *Shake hands* ^^

Alarmed from 6.20-6.30am to 7.20~7.30am
Woke up at 7.27am.
I'm such a pig. Omg =.=
Rushed to BoonLay control station.
Reach at 7.55am.
First to reach though. Haha
Met Diana then waited for the rest.

Proceed to enter the platform at 8.20+am
then train there.
I'm friendly okay !
I replied everyone that speaks to me =x
make new friends (:
Train-ing to Expo,
Stood all the way,
even when muscles aching xD
It aches when walking.
I walk like crab somehow,
even though I walk forward kay =.=
Back thighs and shoulder aching.
Should doesn't matter since
I don't really move them much.
Walking involve thighs muscle.

Reach there and walk to Hall 8 with the
flooding crowds =.=
Went to gather with the group.
Sat and waited for the service to start.
Started off with songs,
shake hands with people sitting around.
They're all so friendly . x.x
which is good. xD
Drama was super nice.
The story of Jesus' parents,
Joseph and Mary.
Touching wor !
Mary's sister - Lena (pronounced this way x.x?)
especially, abit of tears welling up in my eyes bah.
Can feel the warmth of sisters' love deep
within me bah.

The 3 mistakes.
I learnt and it's really interesting.
1.wise men tried to buy salvation for their
souls using money
2.wise men decided not to find Jesus'
place of birth even though they knew it's there.
3.they didn't believed in Jesus

Really an eye-opener for me.
Haha, followed by songs ~

2 hours passed so fast,
then followed Diana's cellgroup,
for fellowship.
train-ed to Marina Square,
headed to foodcourt.
I tried food that I never ate before k =x
Lor Mee LOL. okay la... not bad
Then slacked and chatted around there.
Then deciding what to do and where to go
Decided to go Batok's KTV.
They meet there at 7pm.
So late, I never go =x
So many people, might not have chance to sing,
only see them sing or sing a song or so?

Bus-ed home with Diana.
I had a nice day alright?
Spent my day missing and thinking of dear too ><
Reached home, tired and slept.
Woke up, mac delivery reached and
just in time to online and chat with dear xDD
Alright, resuming our chat now !
Sayonara~

Post ended 10.52PM (:

Wednesday, December 23, 2009 ♥♥

The day has come :D
23/12/09
1 month anni le.
Baby, I love you ! :D :D :D
She's off to work now.
I'm really missing her ><"
Jiayou, Gambateh alright .

22/12/09

Woke up,
chatted with dear til she go off for work,
sms her while she's on the way to work,
msn her when she reach office xD.
Monthly eve is so blissful.

Met Irwin at my house void deck at 3pm,
went to eat chicken rice.
I ate really fast lor !
for my eating pace . Haha =x
Since he said eat fast = fatter xD

Went up to JQ house,
then Eugene and Fadhli came.
Played L4d2 using xbox360.
2 player, 2 com.
xbox360 de easier to clear xD.
Manage to clear The Parish =x
It's so tough k =.=

Played all the way until 7pm
then we all splited into different paths.
Eugene and Fadhli went to dinner,
Irwin went home, I went godmum house for dinner.

Eat, tv, sms at her house til 10pm
Next, walked home waiting for her reply.
She really enjoyed the bbq party.
So glad k.
Then ended off the day with our chat (:
She's so tired but still endure til 12.40am
to wish us happy one month (:
Thanks dear <3
Off to lalaland at 1.2x am

23/12/09

One month anni !
Woke up and called her =x
Had our nice chat ^^
Chatted til 9.30am
Then phoned on her way to work.

She reached office le xD.
Will be going gym later with Irwin and Fadhli.
Seems like muscles are aching more today.
Ahhhh... ><
Ren ~ Ren ~ Ren ~ =x
Alright, Shall stop here le alright xD.

Post end 10.17AM

Tuesday, December 22, 2009 ♥♥

Updates ! xD
Heh, somewhat I didn't know I entered into his webpage.
He is a scar somehow between us.
Think you should get over it already yeah, my love..

21/12/09

Woke up at 8am, as usual (:
Called her to wake her up yeah .
Silly girl felt the vibrations of her phone
from my calls but thought it's a dream.
Haha. So silly hor? But so cute kay <3

Then chatted awhile and she's off to work.
Went to GekPoh Mac for breakfast.
In my purple top and badminton shorts.
Met Fadhli and Irwin.
Breakfast-ed and walked to JurongWestStadium.

On the way, unexpectedly saw Dennis !
He said he's swimming with others,
Kenneth, Teckyi and Junkai.
We wanted to join but.. didn't in the end =x

Headed for gym after buying the ticket.
Started our workout.
Chest exercise 1st. Oh crap kay =.=
I couldn't have done the 5kg+5kg+20kg weight
without Irwin. He made me feel it's light =.=
Then we moved on to 10kg+10kg+20kg.
I struggled badly, I guessed.
Then lighten it to 7.5kg+7.5kg+20kg.
I'm still struggling but have to push myself,
otherwise muscles where will grow?! LOL.

Headed to do chin up,
with the aid of weights,
it is easier for us to do :D
Because the weight push us up yeah.
But still, last few counts of the sets is...
tough and had to struggle. LOL
I seriously feel very weak.
But I guess shouldn't push over the limit.
Muscles tear is a never to me k. Oops =x

Went for pectoral contractor machine next.
Muscles are really tired,
Can't do much but at least I tried til my muscle can't take it xD.
Then moved on to abs.
Didn't know it's so tiring to train abs.
I thought sit up would do the job.
But it's more better than situps. Yeap.

Finished abs exercise than we end the gym session.
Didn't really know no handphones allowing in
the exercising area HAHA !
Heng I didn't get caught =x

Irwin and Fadhli accompanied me,
headed home for my specs and
changed into black berms.
Asked JingQin out for pool.
Met and bus-ed to JP to do my specs.
In the end, my specs is screwed =.=
Forget it haha, will go do again with sis. =.=

Bus-ed to Arena for pool.
Didn't know the cue so OMG !
Not really good. At least it's
compromised by the low pricing kay =.=
Otherwise I wouldn't want to play there.
SAFRA's cue so much better ! LOL.
Though more expensive lor ~

Played for exactly 2 hour. $11.60
$2.90 each person and went to eat lunch.
Tea break actually. A late lunch =.=
which is at 4pm ~ 5pm.
Bus-ed home and
ended my day with dear.
I love chatting with her on the phone.
Your sweet voice really captivates me <3
Got me mesmerised <3
Feel you so irresistable <3
from an agreed 1 minute,
overshot to half an hour. Oopsy =x
Then sleep le (:

22/12/09

This morning, wake up and called her again :D
Her beautiful voice never failed to make my day.
A fresh start of everday ! Oh ~~ :D
Today really took quite long hor !
Late le leh =x Next time don't take too long k.

Chatted with her til now,
even though she's working =x
Glad her boss isn't in the office or..
I'll be bored stiff at home, lying on bed LOL.
My muscles are all aching now.
Biceps, Chest, Abs =.=
Sigh.. the price to pay for growing muscles yeah.

Later going to JQ house for some xbox360 games
since nothing on for today =x

Time flies when I'm with you.
Look ! It's 29 days of love.
Our monthly eve !
It's 1st month anni tomorrow !
I'm soooo excited.
Making good of my promise.
I'll love you forever :D
most difficult promise ever.
I'll abide it, never to break,
I can.. I will.. (:

Post ended on 1.10PM

Monday, December 21, 2009 ♥♥

I didn't meant to ... while smsing.
Sigh..
Got up and immediately rushed to the comp.
I don't know if it's spy or she's unhappy.
My heart is beating so fast.
Yet her reply makes something pressing
against my heart.
Hen nan sou.
I feel pain.
Pain in my heart.
She didn't reply sms or msn.
What to do?
I don't know.
Shall continue wait bah....
Sigh......................................

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